Sniffles and other sundry things

| January 20, 2011

Once again Sam has the sniffles.  I say once again, but honestly, she has been sick so few times in her life, that I really shouldn’t say it like Sam being sick is a regular occurence.  But at any rate, she has a bit of a cold, and she is just so pooky because she is sick.  She is very huggy and cuddly and needy, which she is allowed to be under the circumstances.  Hopefully she will feel better soon.  She is already much happier than she was yesterday, so that’s something.  I feel like I am getting sick now though, and I don’t kick colds as fast as Sam does, so I think I am in for a long week.  My mom said we will probably all wind up sick and she is unfortunately most likely right.

Anyway, I had some random photos that I have been wanting to post, so here they are!

As for the first one, by way of background, Sam loves to play in our pantry.  Since there is nothing in there that could hurt her, or that she could hurt, we let her do it all the time.  She loves pulling everything out and scattering assorted food items all over the floor.  Recently she discovered that she can reach higher shelves.  Out came the cans!  She also loves stacking blocks and other things now, but since no blocks were around, cans apparently were an acceptable substitute.  I was throwing dinner together and not paying attention to Sam since she was safely out of the way playing in the pantry, and a minute later I turned around and she had assembled this very high leaning tower of cans.  She was very proud of herself and it appears looking for more cans to stack.

One of her other favorite pastimes lately is mimicking our actions.  She will brush her hair if you give her a brush or comb, she tries to feed us with her spoons, and now she has discovered that she can try on my shoes.  Watching her try to put her feet into them is priceless.  The whole time she is maneuvering her feet she is giggling like crazy.  I can’t wait until she is a little bigger and we can really play dress-up.  I am planning on putting together a whole dress up kit for her with hats, scarves, shoes, and anything else I can find that I think she would enjoy.  Look at those tiny little feet in my shoes!

Mark took this picture of us recently.  As you probably saw in older posts, I love having matching pajamas with Sam. It is something I am going to try to do even as she gets bigger.  We have had matching pjs before, but only to the extent that they had the same pattern.  This is the first pair Sam has had that really look like tiny replicas of Mommy’s.

My little one is sleeping now, thankfully, since she hasn’t been sleeping or eating well with this cold.  Tomorrow I am not working, which is great, so maybe we can both get some rest.  With more snow coming (again!), we certainly won’t be going out.  How nice it would be to cuddle up with my little girl in warm fleece pajamas under a blanket…..Sam won’t go for it, I am sure, but I can dream. 🙂

Our little pianist

| January 15, 2011

We have mentioned before that we really hope Samantha has a love of music and we would love it if she eventually played an instrument.  She received so many musical instruments for Christmas and she loves her little keyboard.  Today we were at Mark’s parents’ house and Sam was using the skills she learned on her Meowsic on a real piano!

Maddox came in and wanted to do a duet.  They sounded quite good together, I must say.

Hopefully, between our love of music, Mark’s actual ability, and any lessons and classes Sam has both in and out of school, she will be playing for real in no time and dazzling us all with her melodies!

After the show, we were able to get a few good pictures of the musicians posing “backstage” with family. 🙂

Dear Sam

| January 9, 2011

Dearest Samantha,

My sweet little girl. You are asleep right now, tucked up into your crib, hopefully dreaming about your day and smiling. Every night before I go to bed I check on you, did you know that?, and last night when I stood over you watching you breathe deeply in your sleep, you smiled. You were sleeping so I know you were not smiling at me, but I hope you were dreaming of me and everyone you love and who loves you. There is no better way to wake in the morning than seeing your face, your toothy little grin, peering at me over the side of your crib. You are so happy to see me, to know that we are starting another day together. No matter how tired I may be, your excitement, your joy, at what you are sure you will find each day, makes me glad to be awake with you and so very happy to be there, at that moment, sharing it with you.

I had such a wonderful weekend with you, my little one. You were sweet and smiley and just perfectly you. You make every day a good one.  You are such a big girl now, a toddler, not a baby anymore, but it is hard to believe, even when I am looking at you. I still think of you as my baby girl.  It seems like just yesterday that you fit “just so” into one arm, that I could hold you with your butt in my hand and your little feet nestled into my lap. Now you are so big that when I sit with you the way I used to, cradling you while you ready yourself for sleep, I can’t even settle you into my arm without your tiny, kicky feet pushing and reaching for the sky or hanging over the edge of the chair.

You are so independent and adventurous and sometimes willful. But at the same time, you still cling to me so fiercely, my needy mommy’s girl. Although maybe I should discourage you, I just can’t. Because I love seeing you scampering along behind me when I leave the room, reaching, reaching for me with your little arms, please, please pick me up, and wrapping yourself so tightly around my neck, pulling your legs up so you are a small little ball in my embrace. Sometimes you hug me so close that I wonder if you are trying to climb back inside. And sometimes I wish that you could. That I could reclaim the time when you were all mine. When it was just you and me. When I was all that you knew, all that you needed, the only one you depended on. I know that Daddy and I are the center of your world, but sometimes I do miss being your everything. I miss it because I know that as each year goes by, you will need me a little less, and you will depend on yourself a little more. This is a good thing, your independence, but it is hard to accept.

You are becoming your own little person now, and I am so glad that I am privileged to see that happen. To see your sense of humor, your intelligence, your ingenuity, your compassion, even your temper and your stubborn streak. You are such an amazing little girl. I couldn’t have asked for more, and in fact, you are more than I ever dreamed. You make me laugh, you make me sigh with contentment, you even frustrate me and make me mad, but you never make me sad, you never make me cry.  I am many things, not all of them good, but you, Samantha, you are the best part of me.  You are the answer to my dreams, my miracle. I tell you that you are these things not because I want you to feel you have to live up to anything, but because I want you to know how very wanted you always were, and how very wanted you are. I am so proud to be your Mommy.

Tonight I will look in on you again and watch your little face in sleep and think about how precious you are, and how lucky I am that you are there in your crib, my baby mine. And I can’t wait to see your grin in the morning, to share your joy, and to tell you how very much I love you.

One more for today

| January 9, 2011

This photo was actually from last weekend but we both like and wanted to post it. She just looks so cute sometimes.

It’s days like yesterday when I wonder why we don’t move to Florida

| January 9, 2011

In what has become a regular winter occurrence in Southeast PA, we had another little snow storm yesterday, on top of the snow we had the day before.  Of course, it was also extremely cold. I think even Sam is getting used to it now. We had the porch door open for a few minutes to let Zephyr out and Sam walked right out on the porch in her pajamas. I don’t think it was even 30 degrees but she seemed fine and was enjoying the snowfall.

Later on we took her out for more sledding. She was a little apprehensive at first but was soon having a blast. She even kept her little mittens on this time! Looks like we are going to get a lot of use out of the snow suit and boots Mom Mom got her this year. 🙂